Yano

Your skin burns from my longing eyes. I wonder if you noticed the 3rd degree burns when you undress yourself at night. I know I do notice my unseen skin when I undress myself at night. Last night plays over and over in my head like a vhs tape. I get two minutes of distorted silence every time I rewind it and then the whole things starts over again. Your lips kissing my forehead, my cigarette between your lips five minutes later. Sweet drinks and distant glances. The night already seemed like a distant memory while I was living it. I kept looking at you today to see if anything was different. Nothing. I also kept looking for faults in you. None. Rewinding... rewinding... rewinding. Jazz music playing in the background. You ask me for a dance. Clumsy feet and hands being careless about cigarettes. You almost burn me for once. My body tired of longing. You come closer and closer but the moment has already passed. The taped is full.

Happy Sunday. I'm joking. I have an essay to write and Psychology revision to do. Because now I'm almost grown up and I have (unwanted)responsibilities.
It's Halloween next month and I am so excited, I used to hate Halloween but now I sort of like it like it signifies the up-coming of Christmas. I feel so cosy at the minute I don't actually know why I'm so happy. I'm such a dork.
And because It's my birthday on the 11th of the 11th I've been browsing for clothes and I really want a pair of patterned trousers!

I slept over at my Mom's friends house last night because she was out of town and she doesn't like me and my sister in the house alone.

This town, it's so electric, since I got the feeling i can't shut down

I was a little upset last night. It's always horrible losing a friend, even less so when that friend turns out to be an egotistical wanker.
But I'm happier this morning. Isn't that lovely, that feeling? When you feel an overwhelming wave of happiness, one you really recognise. I have some amazing friends.
So my day hasn't been too dire. Triple History, then I met Matthew at 1:30 and we were in town for a couple of hours and it was fun because we looked at clothes and had a good time.

I really need to stop going in Starbucks so often(not really).

James, the guy that usually serves me, told me and Matthew that he really has no need to ask for our names to put on the drinks anymore. This makes me glad, the staff in there are always so friendly.

Also I'm going to a sixth form party on Thursday. At Fats. But I'm not sure what I'm gunna wear so I'm freaking out because that seems to be the forefront thought at the moment. Clothes.

I've been experimenting with gifyo too.....#vein

xxrchlhln

UP-DAH-ATE and new shoes!

I'm sorry I haven't posted in a little while I've been busy for a couple days with school work(and lots of).
And I can't think of anything to say.

BUT CHECK OUT THESE FUCKING SHOES I GOT TODAY.

Love like you're eighty-one, fuck like you're eighteen

Average day.
xxrchlhln

Scotch

Good morning! So I woke up this morning super super happy looking forward to my homemade frappacino! Let me tell you, these Frappacinos are absolutely amazing, I might film, or photograph a tutorial on how to make a homemade Frapp or something, I think that'd be so cool.
But until then, check this out

I've been subscribed to Blair for a while now (something crazy like 3 years I think) and I just love the cute DIY/cooking vids she does, they so inspirational. Not necessarily to film my own videos but more to try out her ideas. I just wanted to share this with you because I think it's so clever and I've been searching on the Staples site for some coloured (scotch or not) tape to try this out with. Unsuccessful so far :(

But on another unrelated note I have so much school work to be getting on with today. I need a shower, I need to feel clean.

Photographs of my night

 OH to wake up to sun and a Frappacino every morning.

My friend Matthew is designing some templates, he's determined to break into the fashion industry. He's such a determined person bless, but I decided to join him on that one. These are literally my first templates/designs EVER i don't know I think I kinda like em, obviously they'll get better. 

Here's to the future.

xxrchlhln

Shoe Review: JEFFREY CAMPBELL LITA

I've had a pooooo day. I've felt ill alllll day.

But I've decided I'm going to do my Jeff Campbell Lita review!

I wanted a pair of Jeffery Campbell Lita's since I was about 15 and at the time I thought I was pretty much dreaming. £120+ for a pair of shoes at my age was pretty extortionate, especially if you were broke and unemployed as I was!

Now I bought my Litas around late April of this year, although i didn't buy them. I was in a relationship at the time and my boyfriend (bless him) was one of the most lovely, generous people so he bought me the shoes (I know at the time I should have refused but we always kept things level and I've paid him back!)

I got the Litas in black, black being a neutral colour, matching almost any outfit I could throw together.

If you have the money, then Lita's are definitely a worthwhile buy for anybody. The platform is around 3 inches and the heel is 5.25 inches. I've worn them to a couple of events, and in town alot. People have always ALWAYS asked how on earth I am able to walk in them and honestly they are super easy to walk in! The most comfortable heels I've ever worn/owned, my Mum even tried them on and she agrees!
I don't have many criticisms for the Lita's but the only things I will say is that the laces are very annoying to lace up, especially when you're in a hurry. Also I know it's not really a criticism, more my mind playing tricks but when I'm stood still I swear i feel the heel move a little, like it's slacking. I'm pretty sure it's just me imagining my worst nightmare but it's so scary! The money you'd have to pay to get these puppies re-heeled! OH my.
I would love to be able to build upon my JC collection and I'm sure with my birthday and job opportunities coming around, I'll be able to afford another pair!

I hope you found this useful, if you're wanting a pair of Litas, or have been debating buying a pair!

xxrchlhln